today, we found out that we lost our baby.
It seems like yesterday, yet so long ago.
I remember the pain and hurt so vividly but everything feels so surreal.
I did ok today.
I only cried once while watching 7th Heaven. On the show, Lucy was trying to put closure to her miscarriage. --What a coincidence. This is the first time I've watched 7th Heaven in months and it so happened to be that episode today (which I had never seen in the past).
Fate?
Anyway... I think, I hope, that I put closure to this a few weeks ago when my body and mind ached so badly for our baby, since I've done really well today.
Today, I counted my huge blessing (Nathan) and felt so lucky to have him.
I feel at peace that God does really know best.
And, I'll patiently wait for the day to meet my angel in Heaven.
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- Gordostyle
- I'm a stay at home mom enjoying my most favorite job in the world! I love to be with my family including our 4 legged blessings. Family always comes first...everything else second. I feel extremely blessed with my life. I try to NEVER take my blessings for granted and thank God for them each day! I want to make a difference in this world and right now the only way I know how is by being a mommy with all my heart and soul!
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